What is happiness

People have been telling me some things lately.

These words and phrases kinda get stuck in my head, like when you only think about that one certain thing instead of the numerous other things you can think about.

… I’m tired.

But it bothers me that these. words. have such an effect on me.

am i really self critical. and do i really not give myself enough credit. and i actually self centered. i know i hate myself. but. what’s the point.

Everyone keeps telling me to do something that makes me happy… What if nothing does??

The depths of my apathy knows no bounds.

I can do things that used to make me happy. I do. I still continue. But I cannot CONNECT. It feels like something is missing. It feels like.

I DON’T KNOW. I hate it and I don’t know. I don’t know and I hate it. I can’t tell which one it is anymore.

I’m so tired.


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